Karrueche Tran crying

Karrueche Tran has opened up for the first time about how Chris Brown hurt and betrayed her.

Speaking with Iyanla Vanzant during an interviews aired on Saturday night on the Oprah Winfrey Network, Karrueche says there is no going back to Chris Brown, at least not anytime soon.

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“It ain’t no making up right now,” Karrueche said. “No, there’s no making up right now.”

“All these emotions the hurt and the betrayal,” Karrueche told Iyanla. I feel hurt because the man I love “hurt and betrayed me.”

Karrueche also said she let herself down by staying with Chris Brown after he hurt her so many times.

Karrueche Tran also opened up about how she found out about Chris Brown fathering a 9-month-old baby girl name Royalty.

“Honestly, through social media,” she said with tears in her eyes.

Tran also made it clear that her issue is not with the baby or Rihanna, but with Chris Brown. “My issue is with myself and with Chris, not the baby, not the mother, not Rihanna, nobody. It’s me and him,” she added.

Despite all the hurt and heartbreak, Karrueche Tran says that she has no doubt that Chris Brown loves her but his upbringing contribute to his behavior.

She also explained how they met and started dating.