Rihanna could be right, Chris Brown is not the monster everyone think he is.

Not very often Breezy opens up about his relationship with Rihanna, as well as, their pass turmoil.

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Speaking with the UK Mirror, Chris Brown says the biggest regret of his life was hitting Rihanna during that infamous 2009 incident.

This is what Breezy said:

“Sometimes you row, you fight, with the one you love and things get said, stuff spirals.

“That night was the deepest regret of my life, the biggest mistake.

“But she loves me – what can I say? I’m forgiven… but, yes, I worked hard for it.”

Chris Brown says he has worked hard ever since to win back Rihanna’s love and to become a better person.

“I’ve learned a lot since that night and I’ve grown up. I was very young and I took a lot of stuff, fame, for granted,” Chris Brown says.

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Chris Brown is also rumored to have proposed to Rihanna, but whether or not she accept is still not known.

The “Turn Up The Music” singer is also currently working on his upcoming album Carpe Diem.