Nicki Minaj 2011-2

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Trinidad native NY rapper Nicki Minaj told Blackbook that she has started to doubt the motives of her pals since finding fame and has no idea who she can or can’t trust anymore.

She said: ”m not a trusting person. I think it’s because I’ve had to deal with so many people letting me down.”

”I’ve lost my peace of mind. I no longer know who’s my friend or my enemy. I don’t know if they’re calling me because they like me or because they want a photo op, and that’s not a good feeling. I’m always second-guessing everyone, trying to figure out, ‘Who is this person, and what do they want from me?’ ‘

The ‘Moment 4 Life’ rapper/singer explained one of the reasons why she struggles to trust her friends was she was recently invited to a pal’s house, only for three strangers to come in and ask her to sign their CDs.

She told BlackBook magazine: ‘ wasn’t expecting that from one my closest friends.’

Minaj also shared her thoughts on her fame.

She said: ”I’ve always wanted fame. But when I achieved fame, I started realising that it wasn’t as important as being great at what you do, or being critically acclaimed. Still, I never wish I wasn’t famous.”